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Friday, April 13, 2012

Hatred In My Heart

Today is 13th of April 2012
dunno why,
my heart suddenly felt hatred.
i hatred of something that suddenly destroyed my mood.

it's normal when we loved someone and he/she doesn't know our feeling.
it's consider normal.
in some cases where we loved someone and he/she knows about it
he/she just ignore our feeling
also consider as normal.
while in some cases where someone loves us and we also love him/her
[kiranya both side love each other la nee...]
we care of them.
sadly, they just feel nothing.
although we're seriously care for them
not only for a moment but for the rest of their life until hereafter.
is it normal yet?

dush!!
i'm tired of thinking.
my mind is elsewhere already.
why is it so hard for this "lovely person" to understand that i wanted the best for you.
you always blamed me.
even for a simple thing.
everything that happened in your daily life,
even it's nothing to bring out
you still wanted to condemn.
what for?
is it for your satisfaction?
or just you who are really "cared" of your environment?

dear "friend",
please grow up!
you're not child anymore.
you've your own responsibility already.
you're big person.
a grown up person.
already became an adult.
sadly, your mind was still in middle school.
you can't think beyond of your mind.

i dunno what should i say about you now.
i'm afraid if you've lost your track.
i've tried to hold your hand but you refused.
hello!
i'm trying to help you!
why you make it complicated for both of us?

please,
i won't see anything bad about you.
i'm trying to help you here.
please help me to help you, "friend".

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