it has been a long time since i didn't update my dear bloggie
quite busy with my study(jawapan cliche)
ahah...
well, there's a lot of things happened
these two weeks.
joy
sad
frustrated
disappointed
happy
glad
sadly,
it's a bit disappointed when it comes to "commitment & responsibility"
it crashed the joy and happy moment.
very cruel, isn't?
at the moment where we felt happy and rejoice
suddenly something happened and smash our happiness.
well,
that is what "life" being called.
life will never be fair to everyone.
however,
some people will say that
something happened for reason (another jawapan cliche)
[i know everything happened for reason...
i don't need you to remind me that]
i tend to forget something easily...
although i'm not.
there's no good to revenge on someone or something
that already told you a lesson.
that's ungrateful!
my grandpa said.
then,
i tried to fill up my heart with love and joy
always positive and optimistic.
that is better.
it's a bit disappointed when it comes to "commitment & responsibility"
it crashed the joy and happy moment.
very cruel, isn't?
at the moment where we felt happy and rejoice
suddenly something happened and smash our happiness.
well,
that is what "life" being called.
life will never be fair to everyone.
however,
some people will say that
something happened for reason (another jawapan cliche)
[i know everything happened for reason...
i don't need you to remind me that]
i tend to forget something easily...
although i'm not.
there's no good to revenge on someone or something
that already told you a lesson.
that's ungrateful!
my grandpa said.
then,
i tried to fill up my heart with love and joy
always positive and optimistic.
that is better.
dear B,
I've never felt that you would come to my life again.
after a long time, you came to me and we're together again.
dear B,
if I let you go something that I belong
forever it will be gone.
the love will never shine
it's so hard to say since you're far away
there is nothing gonna do
the love is only you.
to the end of time I'll be missing you.
somehow,
I tend to be happy in front of you.
even my heart is hurt
I'll never show that to you.
you're my precious love dear.
maybe,
I'm not the only one for you
I'll accept that.
everything that might makes you happy
will be fine to me.
sometime,
when I see your face
it's full of joy and cheery.
your smile are cheerful
and it makes my day flowery.
I thank to Allah for this happiness.
I know that someday
I'll hurt again.
don't bother because I'll cherish
this moment in my heart
so that I'll not hurt badly.
dear B,
I wish you will happy always
and
I'll pray for your success.
honestly,
I love you so much.
deep inside my heart
you are the one that I care most.
