y i dreamed of it...?

actually
i'd dream of tis long tyme ago..
dunno y i dream of it..
during tat tyme i was kepulangan to kk
wit lily..
hurm..
oso with some seniors..

i was listened to a song
which titled
Kau Masih Kekasihku...
then i fall asleep..
suddenly..
i dreamed of one of my senior..
we hang out together..
(perfectly like a couple..)
uik??
huhu..really..i dunno y tis dream come to me..
honestly..
we're didn't knw each other..
sumtyme yes..
coincidentally...but never talk to each other..juz smile..

when i dreamed it..
i was shocked..
n wan to wake up myself
but i kept dreamed of it..
seems like i can't woke up myself...

we're so happy in the dream...
really like a couple..
hoho...
dunno y..
alto i won't but i'm happy wit the dream..

lol~
hope tat person didn't read my blog..hehe

shame on me o...hihi

but then i met the person at the terminal whr i stopped by
n wait 4 my dad to fetch me...
tat person was calling wit sumone..
i heard tat person said,
"sa satu urang saja d sini..
eh..ada uda kawan sa...
dia baru sj sampai.."
tat person said tat wen i arrived thr...
i was shocked..
uik??
tat person gv me a smile...wide smile..
same as wen tat person smile in my dream..

*felt weird*

is tat person dreamed the same as mine??

then tat person hung up phone..

tat person then look at me n smile..

"hai" tat person said...

i smile n reply.. "hi.. (gv tat person asmile too... :)"
my heart still dup dap..
i remembered of the dream suddenly..

"ko tunggu sepa?" tat person asked me..
"my abah..tp....
i saw my abah's car....
*dalam hati kecewa sikit..knp abah awal datang ni..??? hehe*
"dan..my abah baru jak sampai...."
i said with the frustrated feeling...
(hihihi...)
"owh....baru ja ko sampai..." tat person said..
*ada nada kecewa sikit..hihi..perasan plak aku nih..*

"iya.." i reply..."erm...me go first k..bye..."

we're together wan to shake hand..
i felt sumtink wen our hand shake...

dup dap dup dap...
huhu...


we release our hand slowly..
(macam melekat plak tangan kmi tu..hehe..*betul2 ni..lambat mau kasi lepas tangan dia*)
tat person look at me...
dia renung sbnrnya...
mcm ada bnda dia mau cakap...
huhu...
betul2 laju jantung aku dia tenung gitu...
hihihi......
then tat person said.. "erm..bubye...take care..."
lega..."yup..u too...take gud care...u're alone tu..hihi.."
i left tat person wit a smile...
worry pla dia tinggal sorg2 sana..
chewah..hahah...

hehehe...
i never told anyone about my dream...
hehe..
no one...
but now i express it in tis blog..hehe..
hope tat person didn't read tis entry...hehehe

Dangerously In LOVE....

Baby I love you

You are my life

My happiest moments wouldn't be complete if you weren't by my side

You're my relation

In connection to the sun

With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't over come

You are my raindrops

I am the seed

With you and God, who's my sunlight I'll bloom and grow so beautifly

Baby I'm so proud, so proud to be your girl

You make this confusion go on away from this cold and mixed-up world

Hook x2

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

And I know you love me

Love me for who I am

Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man

I know it ain't easy, easy lovin me

But I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me

Later on in my destiny

I see myself having your child

I see myself being your wife, and I see my whole future in your eyes

The thought of all my love for you

Sometimes makes me wanna cry

Cause I realize all my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

Everytime I see your face

My heart smiles

Everytime it feels so good, and it hurts sometimes

Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe, to live you

Dangerously in love...

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

(I'm) I'm in love with you

You set me free

I can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm

Dangerously in love with you

I'll never leave

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me

Hook x2

Bridge

Dangerously................love......

IS THIS ONLY THE COINCIDENCE??? Please, Tell Me.

ok..

first of ol...

let me take a deep breath...

ok..

i wanna tell u about sumtink tat actually i wont' tell u..

lol~

actually...

tis is my 100th entry for my blog...

n today is the second month i knew him...

lol~

i'm so happy because my entries now had reached a hundred post..like this...

alto my frens had reached more than me but...

tats was them...their blog...

different wit me..

i admit tat..

everyone has their own right..

who i am to judge them..? ^_^

better look at myself before i judge others..

*like tis...learn how to respect myself b4 i respect other..becoz i know people wouldn't respect me be4 i respect them..so, better i respect myself then i'll gv respect to others...^_^* no offence..:)

i'm glad tat my entries had reached a hundred...

u wana know y..??

becoz i was impressed by myself becoz had wrote many heart's expression...

hurm~~ lol~

i was surprised...i didn't expected tat i'll reached til tis part..indeed!

i tout tat maybe my entries was just 80+ sumtink...lol~

hurm..well...

i never being happy 4 a long period..

coz i'll found out sumtink tat makes me sad again..

dunno y..

maybe i've used to it

then

i'll fell normal

*abnormal sumtymes*

we're human being...

so act as a human being...

accept everytinks happen wit ur heart..

oso ur mind...

4 sure,

u'll get the feel as human as live.

ok..

i wana story u about wat happened in my loveliest today..ehe ^O^

at the beginning ok..

erm~~

mybe at early in the monink..

ehe...

i woke up very late today.. ehe.. ^_~

coz i slept late at the nite b4..

onlining...ngeh3~

then..rushing to the bathroom n take my shower..

got 20minutes b4 7.30am.. O.O??

i'm dead..haha..

but, stil can manage my time n standby to class on 7.25am...

lol~

to bad..hehe..

dun folow me...

ehe...

bad girl tis...

lol~

then,

wait 4 the lecturer to come in..

madam kamala is our first lecturer on friday..language development subject..

she gave us sum work to do..

erm~ reference skills..

ehehe...

our reference skills were very poor...

lol~

allo...i admit my bad uke..

then mr. joseph come in..

he gave us sum exercise about language description oso..

erm..about the effect n cause..

hehe

really enjoy his class...

the end of class part..

start after class..

then, i go to cafe to take my meal..

hoho..i'm lone ranger..ngeh2~

very hungry o...

well..

2days didn't eat rice..

of kos my body got no energy n owez fall asleep..

ngeh3~

b4 i tke my lunch..

the cashier tease me as usual..

well...

i'll just accept it..

we must sportink ma...

ehe..

but..

please, do not over-tease..

u'll make other people sick..

sick of heart..

=.=ll

n tats make my mood became bad..

hurm~

i dunno wat should i do..

suddenly i remembered tat kak ain wana go outink today..

ehe..then i text her n she said tat we'll be outin in anysecond..

wahaha..very surprise..i juz started my meal 4 minutes ago..tehee..

then i told her tat i'm eating..

then b4 12.30pm...

i check out from my dorm..

n saw them 2 minutes infront of me..

well..i juz slow down coz i know tat nothing must b hurry...

hurm..dunno y my mood not in pink kaler..hurm...

then i met them at bustop...

kak ain, nut, n sis fontaine

juz feel normal...

usually i felt excited wen i met them..

but i felt empty..

sumtink tat i shouldn't do wen i met them...

hurm..

seems like evryone had their own problem..

yeah,,owez like tat..tis is life...isn't?

erm..juz make it short..

after tat me, nut, n kak ain go to BSN to witdraw..

sis fontaine suda awal turun..dia kepulangan td..

erm..then treat them lunch..

story2 tyme mkan..

n buy sum stuff at servay..

then go home..

happy jugak la..

i enjoy my day wit them..nice..reles sum tense...

hurm..

reach dorm..

on9 skejap..then sleep..

very tired..

6.30pm woke up n on9

ngeh3~

then sis ayu post sumtink on her fb..

she wan sum1 to company her diner..

well..

dunno y..

i accept her invitation..

hurm~

then we set at 7.30PM..

great..

tis tyme i dun wan to take bath..

sajoookkk~~

7PM had to force myself to take shower..

hurm..then 7.25PM go to block c wait 4 sis ayu..

hurm..

then we diner together..

enjoy it..

sis ayu treat me diner o..hehe

tq sis..

tq very much..

^_^

then..

after diner...

go back to dorm..

but,stuck at bilik tv..kak sue,kak ibah, n kak nana just go out from thr bringing some kompang..

interested pla..hihi..

then try 1 n pla..

they asked me to play wit them n i said ok..

i tot tat juz play2 ony..

then had to perform at hall..

wohoho..dunno wat to say..juz follow them..

but..really enjoy it...huhu..

go to dorm..

on94 a while

then go to sleep..

hurm..nite2..

now..i felt sleepy ordy..ned to slep..bye2..till nex post..

dadaa~~

LoVe SeAsOn Is CoMiNg................ ReAlLy?? -Part 4-

perh!!!

JUST GO TO HELL WITH THE LOVE SEASON!!!!!!!

HATE THIS FEELING ORDY....

DUNNO WHY....
oh!! i know y...
haha...long tyme didn't feel tis feeling again...
hahah~~


hurm...
how stupid i am....

i knew u like her but i stil hoping u to b my side...
oh!!
please larh...
i can't act like this...
i dun wan u to c my face now...
shame on me..
huhu

please...
dun ask me y...

ignore me...please!!
i dun wan u to b my side now..
i dun ned u..

tis is bekoz of u...
i hate u...
huhu


please!!
leave me alone..

y u gv me the hope..
then..
u take it back...??

i hate tis feling...
i hate u....


u make my world become hopeless again..
i hate wen u too concern bout me..
i hate wen u owez thr 4 me...
i hate wen u owez hear me...

please..
go away..
dun show me ur name...
dun show me ur concern...
dun show me everytink about u..

really..


i hate everytink about u now....
READ MY WORDS....

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!

LoVe SeAsOn Is CoMiNg................ ReAlLy?? -Part 3-

hi...

stick wit tis entri again..
lol~



sory to say...
but
i can't stop tinking of u...

i stil tinking of tat person..





lol~




i remember my fren said tat
the end of term is the tym whr...
love is in the air...



hehe~~
isn't??
i dunno...
dun ask me...
lol~

Why...??

why...??

i keep thinking...

why...??

i wondered...

u told me that u like her...

but why u don't treat her well...

y u keep treat me..?
y u keep texting me...??

i also dunno y u act like tat...

u n i hv nothink..

we're not in relationship...

notink at all...

sumtym...

i felt bored...

y u do tat...?

sorry to say but...

i hv no feeling wit u...

please..

treat ur gf nicely..

alto we've notink...

but, as a girl..

i knw how she feel...

u know notink about us...

wat u know juz happy...

u juz wan her to care of u...

u wan sumone named girl to pampered u...

oh please...

u're not child anymore...

n the fact is...

she is not ur wife...

dun treat her like tat...

she is not ur slave...

she is a human being...

human tat wan to be loved...

human tat wan to gv love...

please..dun treat her like tat...

LoVe SeAsOn Is CoMiNg................ ReAlLy?? -Part 2-

second wave of love is coming~~
wow!~~

daring post huh!...my friend said..
ya lorh~~ i replied..(with a grin smile..)
hoho~~
love is in the air...hoho~~




why that person makes me fall in love with him again...??
hurm~~

hehe..dun care lor...