Don’t Make Me SAD, PLEASE!

You,

I can’t stop thinking about you.

Your face always came to my mind.

Your name always whisper into my ears.

My mama always mentioned your name.

She asked me about you.

How are you?

Are you going home?

How’s your study?

And i have to answer all of that.

I’m very glad to answer her questions

But then your words remind me.

Is it my fault for caring you so much?

Is it my mistake for loving you very much?

You,

A couple days ago

I saw you and i’m very pleased to see your smile

However,

My heart could not stand for the pain.

The tenderness of my heart kept hurting me!

I’m happy but hurt while looking at your smile.

That’s why i kept avoiding you when we met.

It’s not because i won’t see you

And it’s not because i hate you

But it’s all because i love you so much.

I wanted to see you happy but the pain is killing me inside.

So, please tell me dear

What am i going to do?

What should i do?

Tell me!

What’s the right thing to do?

Don’t tell me that it’s all up to me.

I hate that answer!

Please dear!

It just makes thing worse.

Unfortunately,

I saw you gloomy face

And it’s really KILLING ME INSIDE!

Please you.

Don’t be SAD!

Please, I BEG YOU!

Ya Allah.

Please sooth “the person’s” feeling

And let “the person’s” life happy and blessed.

I love “the person” so much but i know YOU loved “the person” MORE rather than i.

So please...

I beg YOU

Please make “the person” cheerful and blissful always.

“the person’s” life is very pure and honest

And “the person” deserves it.

Please Allah.

I BEG YOU!

BLESSED “the person’s life”.