You Make Me Feel Warm and Happy

Mr. Aril  : Amni. Amni.

Me         : hurm?

Mr. Aril  : when i think of you, it makes me feel warm and happy.

Me         : hah? pardon me. [slowing the volume in my earphone]

Mr. Aril  : When I Think Of You, It Makes Me Feel Warm And Happy.

Me         : ow...[laugh] who said that quote?

Mr. Aril  : Me.

Me         : [skeptical] is it a quotation?

Mr. Aril  : no... [smile]

Me         : [laugh] your eyes are looking at the lappy when you're saying that words.

Mr. Aril  : [giggles] [look at his lappy] it's unknown. [grin face]

Me         : unknown? no one saying that?

Mr. Aril  : it stated "unknown".

Me         : oo... [giggles] nice quote dear (monologue)

"When I think of You, It Makes Me Feel Warm and Happy"

-by My Mr. "Rindu" =p

the quotation was just a spontaneous word

from him this morning.

plus,

it was a nothing-feeling-word-expression.

i am attracted with the quotation.

it's simple but has deep meaning.

i can say that i'm touched with the words actually.

it reminds me on someone that i love most.

when i remember "the person"

it makes me feel warm and happy.

my heart felt

j.o.y

c.a.l.m

b.l.i.s.s

h.a.p.p.y

c.h.e.e.r.f.u.l

i wonder

is it because i love "the person" so much

or it just a normal feeling.

[smile]

i don't care.

because

i love "the person" because of HIM.

and i'm aware that HE loves HIS subjects

MORE than HIS subjects love one another.

another thing here

i have learnt to keep my love towards "the person"

and

i'm trying to not to show it openly.

let "the person" knows nothing about my feelings.

i will concern about "the person"

but will not show it directly.

i have read in somewhere

it told me that

"if you expressed your love eternally, you'll lost your love-feeling"

i would never let it happen to me

because i don't want the feeling become dim and dimmer.

i wanted the feeling to prosperous in my heart.

that's why i took this risky-hard-decision

to ensure that my feeling will never exhausted.

for "the person"

i'm really sorry for making this decision.

it's not because i don't love you

or

i hate you

but

this is because

i love you so much

and

it will never fade.

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