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it has been a long time since i didn't update my dear bloggie

quite busy with my study(jawapan cliche)

ahah...

well, there's a lot of things happened

these two weeks.

joy

sad

frustrated

disappointed

happy

glad

sadly,
it's a bit disappointed when it comes to "commitment & responsibility"
it crashed the joy and happy moment.
very cruel, isn't?
at the moment where we felt happy and rejoice
suddenly something happened and smash our happiness.
well,
that is what "life" being called.
life will never be fair to everyone.

however,
some people will say that
something happened for reason (another jawapan cliche)

[i know everything happened for reason...
i don't need you to remind me that]

i tend to forget something easily...
although i'm not.
there's no good to revenge on someone or something
that already told you a lesson.
that's ungrateful!
my grandpa said.

then,
i tried to fill up my heart with love and joy
always positive and optimistic.
that is better.

dear B,

I've never felt that you would come to my life again.

after a long time, you came to me and we're together again.

dear B,

if I let you go something that I belong

forever it will be gone.

the love will never shine

it's so hard to say since you're far away

there is nothing gonna do

the love is only you.

to the end of time I'll be missing you.

somehow,

I tend to be happy in front of you.

even my heart is hurt

I'll never show that to you.

you're my precious love dear.

maybe,

I'm not the only one for you

I'll accept that.

everything that might makes you happy

will be fine to me.

sometime,

when I see your face

it's full of joy and cheery.

your smile are cheerful

and it makes my day flowery.

I thank to Allah for this happiness.

I know that someday

I'll hurt again.

don't bother because I'll cherish

this moment in my heart

so that I'll not hurt badly.

dear B,

I wish you will happy always

and

I'll pray for your success.

honestly,

I love you so much.

deep inside my heart

you are the one that I care most.