character disorder.....???
what a **** of this title....i dunno what should i say in this issue...
s***** thing i think..haha..well...actually i didn't realise this thing until i came here..(IPGM Kampus Keningau)..for those people that near to me.. Norhidayu binti Rosman, Idah binti Basrin, Hasliana binti Agos, Munasriyah binti Suratman, Zela binti Zulfikar, Debra Diane Sebastian, Annette Shizu Gaban, Nerryerna Ramidi, and Patima binti Amin..i would like to apologise to all of you for being unstable friend..i also dunno why i'm acting like this..but, for sure...i'm not doing this just for fun...this is the reality...reality that i don't know it will happen to me...reality that i never realise it has been stayed in my soul for a long time...i'm so sorry for what i've done to you all....i am so sorry for treat you guys badly....so sorry...sometimes i'll become a hypocrite person when my character is changed..and the changes will make me in unstable condition...i dunno why is this happened to me..but i hope that i will get the solution for this problem.. FYI, when i'm in this condition.. i like to be alone rather than be with you guys....i'm afraid if i'm with you while this changes take place...you guys will get something that you shouldn't get from me...i'm afraid if it is happened..unfortunately, it's already happened and i'm regret of that...so sorry for everything....what i want you all to know are...i am a difficult person to understand of..i am difficult to be predict..and it is hard to get closer with me...only when you guys can accept me as i am..then you will found the real Nurul Amni binti Isnirur....who is she...?? and how bad or good is she as a friend...?? i have to be frank with all of you...so far, there is no one that could understand me better..no one...no one in my life..if there is..the person is just right in time with the situation i have had faced through...that is the truth..sorry to say but this is the fact. i am UNPREDICTABLE person....but, you all don't have to worry because although i'm in different character..i still have my mind inside...and i will also do the same thing to you all...i will try my best to understand your behavior and your attitude...i will try my best to know how's you guys feel......don't worry of that...i hope that we will get closer in the next moments...hope so....last but not least...i love you guys so much...and so sorry for everything....i am really sorry....
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