Typical Monday!

yes!
another "typical Monday" i have to go through...

before the class started,
as unexpected plan, i went to class early than usual.
dunno why, i just wanted to.
something funny did happened when i reached our Blok Kuliah when i saw someone was hiding beside the stairs.
i wonder whose that man.
as i walked near the stairs the man will turn to another way.
i wonder but not so curious.
i just thought maybe my course-mate, Edny was waiting for someone
but i recognized his attire more like Mr. Rindu...lol.
hurm... i just ignore him. not my business by the way.
suddenly,

boo!

Mr. Rindu was there. right behind me.
what the!
he suddenly laughed but i just gave him a grin smile.
what's wrong with him?
very cheerful in the morning.
but it doesn't matter.
as long as he's happy that'll be enough for me. [smile]

while waiting for our mom to come in
we got the chance to share our stories...
especially what we had published in our blog.
mostly, it was HIS story.
i'll just listened to what he said and responded when he needed me to.
for sure,
our intro for today was really made my day.
no more silent mode or badmood in the class.
i can say that both of us really made our day together.

then class started with Mentoring, by our beloved Mom, Madam NAS.
as usual, she will ask us about our progression in study.
well, as her children we just answer ONLY good thingy and a little-plus-minus-truth-and-lie =p
[we're just extraordinary children for our mom...lol! kidding ok!]

her class was JUST like usual.
only she focused on our up coming test [UAK]
well, that's kind of creepy for me.
i just never thought that our test is just around the corner.
one week to go and there we'll face our test.
naaa...so she asked us to do a Study Preparation
just as our preparation or revision before the Final Exam.

then proceeded with Numerical Literacy with Mr. MNM at Lecture Hall.
and everything went as "usual Monday"...
went back to hostel and wasting time with books, movies, and texting.
lol...

continued to the evening session...
before went to Mosque for some occasion,
i accompanied my beloved sister, kakak Tomey to take her pola jahitan at her class but it's not there.
maybe its in Bilik Jahitan, she said.
then we tried to go there and found her pola jahitan there.
after several trials,
i managed to get her pola jahitan...
yeay!!!
thank Allah for HIS mercy and kindly make it easy for us to get the thing.
Thank you Allah... =)
i'm VERY GLAD to see her smile in her face.
i know she's very tired and kind-of-stressed-and-annoyed because of tonnes-of-works that she has to settle at the same time.
be patient dear sister, may ALLAH ease.

for sure,
i don't wanted to disturb her or in other word to get closed to her
because i'm afraid IF i went up with nonsense jokes
she might lost her mood and i don't want that.
it's scary to see her face when she's not in mood
because i have seen it before and i don't wanted to see it again...
i surrender!

you know what?
i''m very glad and happy to see my beloved little sisters in the mosque.
it has been a long time since i met them before the holidays.
i missed them so much!
ana, bashi, pija and ucu[but she's not there]

ucu was immersed with her movies, Ana said.
lol... ucu was the one... she always makes me laugh.
and i kind of sad because she's not there tonight.
but, i'm still VERY happy because i can see my three little sisters.
glad to see them actually.
i have missed them for thousand years. (T_T) huhu...

well, kind of degree-programme-thing when you became so busy with your work and responsibility
it's very tiring as they absorbed your energy and thought even it's just took 5-7 hours in lecture.
i'm started to get used to it...
drawn myself to the businesses of study.

ok! enough with lecture.
just now, i went hostel together with bashi and pija...
well, it's raining then.
we're sharing an umbrella to return to the hostel.
i love the moments.
even it just a while but it's very memorable.
i hope we can create another valuable memory together dear sisters.

back then,
as i went to my room...
kakak Tomey was waiting at her front door.
she was expecting my presence then.
i was quite nervous to see her as her mood was kind of easy-to-change [scared]
AND... i was holding her pola jahitan as well and it's actually not in good-looking
some curry was stick at the paper
and i am VERY SCARED if she gone mad when she saw her pola jahitan has some curry in it.

i know
she just hold back her feeling
and don't get mad of me...
i can tell from her smile...
that's a secretive smile..
and i don't really like that kind of smile.
that's very scary-awkward moments i had with her.
if possible i wanted to run away from her as fast-soon as i can.
but there is nothing i can do...
i wasn't doing it purposely.
huhu... really!
i felt like i wanted to cry.

at the moment when she said don't asked her any further...
i was stunned.

don't ask or else i'll gone mad, she said.

then i was hurried to return to my room.
don't want to disturb her any longer
but at the same time
i wanted to help her...
just i don't have the courage to ask her.
hurm...
i felt guilt towards her...
huhu... i'm so sorry kak Tomey.

duih!
mood spoiled!
better go off!
got no mood to continue my story.
bye now!