If You'Re Not The One....??

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

*really loooooove this song sooooooo much....can't stop sing it and it makes me feel wanna cry.....* 

am i happy being an unfaithful girl 2..?

hmm.....dengan assignment yang berlambak minta disiapkan..aku masih g sempat mau update blog ni..bukan apa....just sudah tersakit udah kepala buat assignment.suda tu..kepeningan pula mau arrange tu materials,...aduih..sandi bha..haha..eh! terspeking malay pulak..hehe..take it easy..i've got headache bha now..to much pressure in my head...wakaka....anyway, i tried to take it easy as easy as i can..wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....i am tense now actually...really in pressure...wakakaka....my plan is running over me...my financial also is running...hehehehehe.....so funny..thank God that end of the month is coming~~~ hehehe...now i can breath slowly...hehe..u guys know something...i love to chat with this person..hehe..dunno why..he always makes me feel calm although i am in bad mood...FYI,we have nothing special in relationship okey...just friend....but,at the same time...i question myself...am i being unfaithful to him...?? huhuhu..am i cruel...? me also dunno ni...but..honestly..i have no special feeling with him...hm~ am i happy being unfaithful girl...? actually,i am difficult to give love to other person...except my family.for me..when i'm ready..then i will accept a man named as my husband...my lecture also said.."why must u all have a couple now..u all have big responsibility here...you must be ready for you course..you have special option here...you must prove to other people that you all can succeed in you option..forget about this couple-couple larh..you all masih muda lagi...apa juga faedah dia tu kalau kamu couple tp hujung2 bukan kawin pun...tidak payah la kamu couple sekarang...nanti saja..." i agree with my lecture..she is right..why we must bercouple now...? we still have a long journey to go...really far away....and we still have a lot works to do..to much things to think...hm~*sigh* i also supposed to do my assignment now..i waste my time updating this blog but i still updating it..agagaga...hahaha....anyway..i really glad to know him...although we're different in religion..we can get along together...he is cute+sweet actually..really like him...^________^ hehe....really like him...^______________^

character disorder..... bla3....

character disorder.....???
what a **** of this title....i dunno what should i say in this issue...
s***** thing i think..haha..well...actually i didn't realise this thing until i came here..(IPGM Kampus Keningau)..for those people that near to me.. Norhidayu binti Rosman, Idah binti Basrin, Hasliana binti Agos, Munasriyah binti Suratman, Zela binti Zulfikar, Debra Diane Sebastian, Annette Shizu Gaban, Nerryerna Ramidi, and Patima binti Amin..i would like to apologise to all of you for being unstable friend..i also dunno why i'm acting like this..but, for sure...i'm not doing this just for fun...this is the reality...reality that i don't know it will happen to me...reality that i never realise it has been stayed in my soul for a long time...i'm so sorry for what i've done to you all....i am so sorry for treat you guys badly....so sorry...sometimes i'll become a hypocrite person when my character is changed..and the changes will make me in unstable condition...i dunno why is this happened to me..but i hope that i will get the solution for this problem.. FYI, when i'm in this condition.. i like to be alone rather than be with you guys....i'm afraid if i'm with you while this changes take place...you guys will get something that you shouldn't get from me...i'm afraid if it is happened..unfortunately, it's already happened and i'm regret of that...so sorry for everything....what i want you all to know are...i am a difficult person to understand of..i am difficult to be predict..and it is hard to get closer with me...only when you guys can accept me as i am..then you will found the real Nurul Amni binti Isnirur....who is she...?? and how bad or good is she as a friend...?? i have to be frank with all of you...so far, there is no one that could understand me better..no one...no one in my life..if there is..the person is just right in time with the situation i have had faced through...that is the truth..sorry to say but this is the fact. i am UNPREDICTABLE person....but, you all don't have to worry because although i'm in different character..i still have my mind inside...and i will also do the same thing to you all...i will try my best to understand your behavior and your attitude...i will try my best to know how's you guys feel......don't worry of that...i hope that we will get closer in the next moments...hope so....last but not least...i love you guys so much...and so sorry for everything....i am really sorry....