My "little girl's" birthday

yesterday was my 'little girl' birthday...

i'm sorry for my health doesn't allowed me to accompany you, dear.

for sure,

you did have a great time with kakak Tomey @Pizza Hut yesterday.

kan~~~? =)

i'm sure you did a great time together.

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last night your little sisters also celebrated your birthday, right?

hope you enjoy the moment with them.

i know you never wanted them to celebrate your birthday

because you don't wanted to feel the emptiness in your heart

 i believed the hole in your heart is still there

and you don't want anything to fill in

but amni... you have to move on.

seriously,

YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON.

huh!

it's not EASY!

READ MY WORDS!

IT IS NOT EASY!

I Miss 'you'.

it has been two years...

i miss the moments where 'you' called and talked to me.

when 'you' were gone

i wonder...

where i can find a person such A lovely person like 'you'.

i'm losing 'you' slowly dear.

i'm afraid if i could not find 'you' in my memories anymore.

i always find something that could remain my mind to you..

yes! i did find 'something'...

your phone!

and...

one thing.

i always saw "your eyes" looking at me.

it makes  'you'  alive and i wanted "your eyes" to remain looking at me.

i miss  'you'  badly, dear sister.

i miss 'you'.

i wanted "your hugs" for my birthday... today.

Happy Birthday Little Girl... =)

as i expected,

my little watchy will come to me today.

check tis out! ^^

then i went to HEP

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taraaa~~~

i got this

hee

a little watch for my "little girl"

this "watchy" i bought special for you

little girl

i hope you like it.

i know you wanted something for your pleasure.

i know what you have lost in your past

and this little gift

is something i get

to fill you with little joy and happy in this life

hope you would like it.

hey girl...

did you notice that?

it is pink in colour.

that's your beloved sister's fav colour right?

well, i hope this will strengthen your memory towards her.

please be happy k.

i wanted to see your smile again.

the pure smile that you have been hiding this 2 years.

be happy "little girl".

i mean it.

i love you so much.

take good care of yourself.

and...

please be happy.