Sick With U... =.=

IT’S HURT

AND

I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE

PLEASE...

LET ME GO

WE ARE NOT

MEANT

FOR EACH OTHER.

TErSEnTap

sering aku tersentap bila teringat arwah kakak. macam mana agaknya keadaan dia. 23 hb April yang lalu, kakak sepupu aku bertunang. aku terasa sangat bila dia tiada di sana utk sama2 bergembira bersama kami. sangat! tp, aku kuatkan diri meski airmata ini sudah bertakung. bukan di depan dorang air mata ni perlu ditunjukkan. hurm...selalu orang cakap, jangan tangisi mereka yg tiada. tp, pernahkah dorang rasa mcm mana hilang orang yg dorang sayang? aku kadang2 wondering sal ni. selalu jugak hati aku memberontak. "kau cakap senang la. cuba kau sendiri yang rasa. baru kau tau langit tu tinggi atau rendah." then, bila dah macam tu aku lebih suka diam daripada menjawab. kalau dijawab boleh memburukkan keadaan. huhu. apa pun, di hari yang ke-40 ni, aku harap sangat yang kak Auni akan sentiasa baik d alam sana..amin.

am rindu ngan kak Auni. al-fathiah. Y__Y

Miss You?

When you miss someone you will know the pain deep in your heart. That is what I feel now. Missing someone that you love is painful. Irony, when the person does not realized your feeling. That is the risk you have to take when you miss a human being. And I would not blame anyone because of that. It is my own willing. And, it is a long time since I tried to forget the feeling. Forgetting is not easy if you still with the feeling. Forget about the word “miss” and you will slowly forget about that. I have tried and I make it.