When I Have No One....

when i woke up tis monink....i felt very lazy.dunno y..mybe becoz of last nite...while i surfing to internet..i found sumtink tat makes me at first n at the end..i hate wat i felt+found last nite...........hurm~~my mood last nite was bad...i felt sad+sad+sad all the tyme.......actually it's began early in the mornink..becoz i'm too tiredmanaged the event in tis institut...i hd to re-do my work n must submit it 2 hours later...im very tense...i've to print n make 3 copies of it in colour..hoho..suddenly our block got black-out....seems like i want to throw out my lappy...so stress.....it was my first tyme shouting to senior to switch on the electricity back...im so sorry 4 tat...indeed...i didn't mean to do tat...tat tings make me out of my mind.......hoho...then..4 the first tym i came late to an event..our open house raya...i came along with my sis..isabella@bella.we're both together go to hall n we're wore same colour cloth..red+black...lol~ 4get about it..we're back to my story last nite.......i saw sum1 name in my chat box...long tym i didn't saw the name....i tried to chat but never replied...i was juz accepted it.dunno y..but myb thr is sumtink wrong wit the person b4...n doesn't hv mood to chat...sokeyh..i understand...honestly...b4 i chat with the person..i've sent the person many text.also never replied...really frustrated...i took long tym to recover my soul........hurm...dun care larh~~
i played games all the nite until i fall asleep...dunno wat tym i slept..i woke up tis monink n then saw my lappy still switch on...n my music player was on...i dunno wat makes me woke up tat tym..but,i remembered of my dream...sumtink tat i never expect b4...sum1 tat impossible to get into my dream.......hurm~~~~~~~~~~~then i came late to our class...my rumate realise my changes tis monink..she said tat i'm slow motion juz now...she also wondered but she kept it silence...hurm...i've no mood now..no mood to update my blogs..no mood to play games..n no mood to talk...juz wan to b alone.....till then...gud bye!!

When I Look At HYUN+ZI...i remember of YOU...

this entry today is actually my feeling when i looked at HYUN+ZI...anytym+anywhere i c HYUN+ZI..deep inside my heart, i can feel sumtink that mostly i remember ofsumone..probably in love...lol~....
wht rubbish...?? i MISS MY MAMA damn much...okey..correction...
when i see HYUN+ZI....i remember of my beloved mama...i miss her damn much...suddenly i feel tis a few days ago..really missed her...while i write tis entry...my tears falling down.. T_T really miss her...i wanna call her but i dare not to talk to her....i'm afraid if i cry at the fon..she'll worried about me...no..i dun wan tat...juz wan to hear her voice then i will be okey...i mean it... i really miss my mama....HYUN+ZI..if u can b here..i wan to borrow ur shoulder...i can't afford tis tears anymore....HYUN+ZI....please...i need u now....




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i admit of tis graphic....really..i miss my mama when i'm in trouble...but..mostly..i try to solve my own problem by myself....but..i'm lost when i'm sick...i'm not strong when i'm in tis condition..really...i'm sensitive when i'm sick..my body is weak..weak than an ant....how badly i am....really need to take rest but my fingers can't stop typing on tis keyboard...i dunno why...i hope tat HYUN+ZI would read tis entry but it is IMPOSSIBLE!!! HYUN+ZI will not read tis.... T_T...why i feel i wanna cry soooo deeply... i wanna cry....cry...cry...n cry.....i wanna cry....i wanna cry on HYUN+ZI's shoulder......i miss HYUN+ZI so much....i miss HYUN+ZI tat remember me to my mama...
i hate HYUN+ZI...really hate HYUN+ZI....HYUN+ZI makes me remember of my mama in tis condition...really HATE HYUN+ZI....HYUN+ZI, I HATE U....

but,....at the same tym..i really miss HYUN+ZI..i really love HYUN+ZI so damn much as i miss n love my mama....(in tis case...of course i love n miss my mama more than HYUN+ZI..lol~~ can't hand it more..i'm falling down..really falling down..i need someone shoulder to cry on...i missed mama... i miss HYUN+ZI....


before others can see my tears..better i sleep first..i hope will b better soon.... *_*

last word....


I LOVE MAMA DAMN MUCH....

I MISS HYUN+ZI SO MUCH.....

adiosss~~~

LoVe SeAsOn Is CoMiNg................ ReAlLy??

lol~..wat kind of title of my entry today...juz not in mood actually..i've got fever these 2days....really bad..i didn't notice tat until i felt its really hard to wake up tis monink....my head is really heavy..seems like there is a huge stone on it...i feel dizzy suddenly n its gone as fast as its coming... T_T

cek tis out....



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hoho...suddenly its drop here...feel like i wanna him to b here beside me...really missed him...lol~~ no la...joke ony...i missed my mum actually..i really missed her when i'm sick...she owez there 4 me..alto i knew tat she really trust on me ever than i trust myself..but she owez trust on me..everytink i do, she believed on me..she owez believe me...




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i really missed u mama...indeed!! i need u right now.....where r u now....i need u more....huhu..T_T..


tis sick make me missed my mama sooooo damn much...





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mama...am really miss ur hug...T_T
i'd remember when i was almost in death a few months ago..if im not mistaken it was in may......my mum owez there wit me...my sis oso..both of them never leave me alone...they really worried about me....

*Ya ALLAH...my tears falling down now....please i don't wan to cry..please dun drop ur tears Amni...u're at class right now...*




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a hug will make u feel better..yeah..thank to heidei 4 ur hug last night..i miss my mama's hug damn much...really missed her...*sob...sob...*




i tink tis it enuf 4 tis moment...i dun wan my tears falling again...

for mama, am really miss n love u damn much..love u...

*i need sumone right now...but i noe it was juz my imagination ony...no one here 4 me...T_T*