am i happy being an unfaithful girl..?

guess what....today(06/08/2010) i have a date with someone...haha..so happy bekoz this is our first tyme seeing each other n hang out together...wahaha...so happy ever after..wahaha..no la..actually im getting started to like and love more than one person..huhu..am i a bad girl..? huhu...some one please help me....*now im start miss my sis..*
owh come on amni....he is waiting for u..please don't hurt him...he is innocent..he is not deserve to hurt...u shouldn't do that..*i also dunno what the hell am i talking...* this is not the necessary for this time...my study is my priority....i supposed not to think or involve with this "thing" yet..hmm..anyway...if he still want to wait for me...i hope that he take a good reason to do that...btw, he also have a long journey in his life....neither i nor him...we still have much time to think of our relationship....anyway...the best conclusion that i have had made is...i will never involve with anything that related with any relationship unless i'm ready to go through on that.

When I Realise....

i was thinking just now...being an important person is not easy as i thought..
although i'm just a small one in JPP Organization,but the responsibility is heavy rather than managing a camp-proposal..*deep sigh*
i never know how could i would be here...being a normal person is hard as being an important person....i don't know which one should i be..but it doesn't mean that i don't want to be "something"..just.....*sigh again*
nothing i want to say in this extremely bad mood....come on,i need "something" to cheer me up..i need "something" to boast me up.....i don't wanna be like this...i hate this...i hate this feeling...i wanna act like a matured girl...OH MY GOD!!!
AMNI, LISTEN CAREFULLY....YOU DON'T NEED TO BE LIKE THIS...YOU CAN DO SOMETHING ELSE THAN JUST SITTING IN FRONT OF YOUR LAPPY.. COME ON...DO SOMETHING.JUST "HANG OUT" TO FIELD IF YOU WANT TO DO SO...
i don't like you acting like this....you still young to think about this rubbish things..come on..find some place and just relax your mind and do something you want..
GOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Terkenang Seketika....

tyme kawan ak sedang membentang..sempat g ak update blog ak ni..hihi..sorry guys..ur presentation to much text..pening pala ak...i take dis tyme to express my splendour during i live here..(IPG)
actly,ak da malas mau amik pusing sal hal ni..tp,certain tyme ak nda dpt sabar..ntahla..small matter sia ni..tp....*sigh*..bialah...ap yg ak mau tulis kat sini pun teda kena mengena ngan ap yg 'benda' tu buat pun...juz wan to say that i'm tired of suck things here..no one knows what actly i mean...HAHA....so funny..
actly there is nothing wrong wit dis IP..nothing.juz the people..since ak stay sini,inila satu2ny tmpt asing yg ak suka.bes stay sini..sejuk..pg2 bekabus..bes gila ni..haha...bes..lau ble ak mau stay sini jak..hahah...
oya..ak baru teingat..ad sorang pensyarah bha ni...suka betul ak tinguk dia...comel betul...macam teletubbies ni..hahahhahaha...kala dia mengajar kn..kompom ak ketawa..lawak...hahah...bahagiala lau dalam kls dia ni..hihih...ceh..cam len jak..haha..iya..onestly la..ak suka btl ngan dia...haha..suka jak k..bukan cintun..hihi...
td ak mau return speaker n cd yg dia pinjamkn aritu...tp dia teda..then aku tejumpa dia d dpan blok pentadbiran..hihi..comel ni...hahahah..mau jak ak ketawa tyme tu..tp bla tinguk banyak pensyarah sana nda jd trus...hahah....tyme tu kn..dia jual sumtink ni..cam teh la...teh hijau ka nda silap..hihi..siap mempromote lg dia..hihi...serius ni..ak pun relek jela..sambil2 tinguk dia mempromote..hii...then ak jalan ma dia p pejabat dia..haha...lucu2..cam apa jak ak tyme tu..senyum2 jak ni..hahha..ntahla pa dia pikir tyme tu..
tyme d pjbt dia la banyak ni kami cakap..haha...kamicita sal skola dia dulu..pengetua skola dia dulu..sampaila dia kena transfer p keningau ni..hihi..tyme tu ak mau kua uda..tp kn..sir Lucas tiba2 ada d luar ni..hahah..tyme tu ak kua dr pjbt dia sambil ketawa2....hihi...len sir Lucas tinguk ak..hahahhah
then sir lucas tnya,
"haaaaa.....are u want to flirt Mr. Joseph o Mr. Joseph Flirting u..?"
hahahhahahah...merah muka kami dua..hahahah......but then..sir Lucas cakap..
"no larh...i'm just joking...hihi"
then dia pun masuk pjbt tu..hihi...pas tu dorg cakap2 la dlaam tu...sir Joseph yg ak dengar trus story sal ap yg jd dlm pejabat tu td....hahahhahahahha
lucu o ak rasa...hahahha...cam lawak ni...merah lagi tu muka kami dua...hihihihi....
mesti org ingat ak ad affair ngan dia..hihihihihi...lawak2...hahahah...
so far..munk sir joseph n sir lucas la yg paling spoting....slen sir john..hihihihi
yg ladies ni ak blm jumpa lg..hahahah....amni2..tulunlah..haha..sabar2...hahah...
memunk lucu bha ak rasa..hahahah........nda puas ak mau ktwa kalau kenang balik benda tu..hahahahh..tp,aku harap sangat nanti...ak ble jd cam dorg....suma student suka dorg..huhu...lawak n dalam diam tegas...hihihi,,...
I LOVE U TELETUBBIES....<3 <3 <3